Rain, Rain Go Away!
What to do if the past year feels too present.
A year has passed since the Baton Rouge area was devastated by flooding. In many ways, it seems like a lifetime ago and in others it seems like last week. Now, with many in the area having connections to loved ones in Houston and watching that area go through what we are all familiar with, emotions are running high for some of us. And today...even though Pat Shingleton says we will only have 3-6 inches of rain between now and Saturday, some of us are still a little on edge. I know I am!
It's all a little too familiar. A little too close to home. Area men are loading up their boats and heading over. We are gathering supplies. We are doling out mold remediation advice. This is not something we want to be pros at. And yet we are.
If you're feeling anxious or depressed (or both) today, you are not alone. If your coping strategies have given out on you (again), you are not the only one.
Recently the Advocate posted this article about the ongoing mental health crisis in Louisiana as a result of the flood. So many are still actively needing support. Whatever was hard in your life before the flood got even harder after. Whatever happened this year that would have been hard anyway felt about 100x harder just because of the ongoing stress of the flood. I get it. I've lived it, too.I evacuated from a block on St. Charles in New Orleans for Katrina and relocated to Baton Rouge (sorry for being part of the traffic problem in 2005!). Our home in Denham had 4.5 feet of water in it last year. My parents home in Walker flooded. And my brother's house flooded last night in Houston. I know we're not handing out prizes...but I get it, y'all.
The rules for staying stable remain in effect.
Deal with your own stuff first, then move on to "other" care.
This goes for physical issues as well as emotional.
If you're not in a solid enough place, helping with others can be risky. Airplane rules apply here: put on your own oxygen mask before trying to help others put on theirs, or else no one will have what they need to keep going.
Engage in self-care. This doesn't just mean getting a pedicure, although I'm sure no one will complain about that! Find some quiet space for yourself. Turn your phone off. Unplug. Do what fills your soul.
Mind your self-medicating choices (drinking, shopping, over-eating, binge watching TV, etc. etc.). These could get really dysfunctional, really quickly.
Be patient with those around you.
Tensions are still high (especially when it's raining...rain is a trigger).
People are doing their best. We need the most connection and support when we are behave the worst.
Lead with empathy. Make molehills out of mountains instead of vice versa.
Stay connected with those who care about you.
People who are involved in the same mess you are and those on the outside. Sometimes it's just good to talk about the Real Housewives of Dallas.
This includes God. Even when you're mad and questioning why this keeps happening...he can take it.
Don't isolate, even if you want to. If you already have, start back in with the person who you think will be happiest to see you and fix you supper.
Get outside support if necessary.
If you're thinking, "wow...that was a tough year...I wonder if I should talk about it with someone?" Or, "I just feel like I should be doing better by now." Or, "I do better for a while but every time it rains hard I get anxious." Or something else along those lines...YES. Come in.
If you feel forgotten, worn out, over extended, pushed aside, in over your head...come in. We can't make the flood go away, but we an redistribute some of the weight. There are no trophies for agonizingly slowly pulling yourself up by your water-logged boot straps.
The best thing I personally did this year to help me process our family's flood experience was that I received some therapy called EMDR or Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing. It's really perfect for PTSD type issues, which this flood totally was for so many of us. I went from getting that sense of dread washing over me every time I thought about what we had endured to the automatic thought of "wow...I've really overcome some tough stuff!" and feeling proud of myself when I think about our flood story.
Here's a link if you're interested in learning more about EMDR. I completed my basic training in EMDR and my clients have been loving the process. It is very effective on a myriad of issues and I'll write more about it on a later (dryer) date. But if you research it a bit and feel like it could be helpful to you, give me a call. I have offices in Baton Rouge and Walker and I'd be glad to talk with you!
I am praying for our community today and for what's happening in Houston. Being a human is hard! We are fragile creatures and we need each other so much. May God be merciful.