The Great Flood of 2016: How We Get Through This
In the last few weeks, so much of what makes our lives "normal" in the greater Baton Rouge area has been smashed to a million tiny pieces. Everything...and I mean everything...has changed. Everything is hard. Nothing is right. It has stretched us beyond what most of us thought we could endure.
This entire region has experienced a trauma the likes of which few have ever lived through.Yet here we are. Here you sit using your phone, tablet or computer, reading this blog. Many of us have survived a reality that made our worst nightmares seem like a walk in the park. Yet here we are.
I began my therapy career in 2006 with a counseling practice called Counseling Services of New Orleans, Inc. My first clients to ever counsel were in the throes of "post-Katrina syndrome." I, myself, had evacuated the rent house I shared with fellow graduate students off of Carondelet in the beautiful Garden District in NOLA. It was over a month before I was able to return home to see what few possessions I still had to my name. The next few years I spent burning up I-10, driving back and forth from Baton Rouge to New Orleans, finishing my masters program and seeing clients. Walking with people through the same trauma I experienced.And here I am again.Flooded. Broken. Mending. Seeking to offer empathy and to be a support for a painful situation that I feel oddly equipped to handle.Since experience is the best teacher, here are some things I've learned from losing everything (twice) and through helping others walk through this process.
Time markers and clarity. For those of us who were around for Katrina, we have this simple way of categorizing our lives: before and after Katrina. There are very few events in life that drop such a big time marker down in the middle of your life like that. People may use that type of language after the death of an extremely close loved one, like a child or spouse, or if they came to faith late in life. Now, we all will have this new time marker: pre and post flood. The thing about these time markers is that they bring a lot of clarity. Not only does it order our lives chronologically, it also tends to clarify our priorities. Let this flood help you see your life through a simpler, clearer lens than ever before. Take it for the clean slate that it is meant to be.
Same problems, different day. If you were having difficulties in your marriage prior to the flood, you may have experienced a brief cooling of the tensions but that's probably worn off by now and you're arguing at levels that are bigger and worse than before. Whatever limits you'd run into with your parenting abilities before the flood, those are heightened now. Substance abuse problem that you were trying to "handle" before? The cat's out of the bag now. Were you easily angered before? Angry at God before all this went down? Money management issues? Watch out, friend! Everything that was an issue before...let's just say that the flood waters were flammable and the stress of this situation will light your issues on fire. You might have been "getting by" with some of these issues for a while, but by this point you've exceeded your capacity to handle it on your own. Come get some help. Let the flood be used to bring health and freedom into your life. Contact me because I'd love to walk with you through what is holding you back from the life you've always wanted.
New trauma brings up old trauma. When you experience a new trauma (for instance, having to be rescued by the Cajun Navy and taken to a make-shift shelter), you are often able to access other trauma memories that you typically attempt to not think about much. If your memories all live in the same building, trauma all lives on the same hallway. Once you're in the hallway, you can typically access the other rooms as well, even if it's difficult to do so on a regular day. So after Katrina, I'd meet with people who had experienced the hurricane and then remembered old sexual abuse from childhood. If you're experiencing something like this, it's totally normal and how your brain is designed to work, but you shouldn't have to walk through that alone. I'd love to help.
Self-care. If I've said it once, I've said it a thousand times, "This is a marathon, not a sprint." In a sprint, you just put your head down and do the thing. A marathon requires more strategy and refueling along the way. If you haven't experienced this reality already, you will soon: you can't just rebuild 24/7. There are set-backs, waiting periods, back orders, yes. But even if those frustrations weren't in play, the process of rebuilding your home is so emotionally taxing that you must focus on self-care intermittently, or you will lose it. Lose your pleasant personality. Lose your cool. Lose your grip on what's most important. Everything. We have to force ourselves to take time off from rebuilding every so often or else you won't have what it takes to finish strong...in whatever way you'd define that. Even if your home didn't flood, you need to take breaks in helping others, too. We all need to take care of ourselves so that we can take care of our kids, our spouses, our parents, our neighbors. If we don't take care of ourselves, we can't take care of anyone else for very long. A few months ago I wrote blogs on grieving well here and here. We are all grieving right now. Make sure you're doing your best to process it well instead of numb the pain or suppress it. Also, if you just need a reminder of why and how to fight for joy, check out this old post as well.
Connection. Listen up because this is very important. The research indicates that the best way to battle the despair of a tragedy and to combat traumatic stress (post-traumatic stress disorder or PTSD) is to refuse to go through the aftermath alone. Share your stories of how you got out of your house. Share the logistics and the emotions. Share your frustrations. Share your fears. Share the stuff that makes you wonder if you're "crazy" to think. Share what's keeping you up at night. Find someone you trust and force yourself to share. It is a safeguard to you emotionally and it is a safeguard to them as well. People need to know that they aren't alone. People need to know that they are needed. If your home didn't flood, don't be afraid to ask questions and follow up when you're able. Become awesome at listening with empathy. By sharing our stories, we connect in a real and tangible way, and do ourselves and each other a world of good for our bodies, minds and souls.
If you're having a difficult time feeling like you're managing your life following the flood, I'd really love to meet with you. I've been "here" before and I want to help see you through to the other side of this crisis. My Walker and Denham Springs offices have both flooded, but I have a new office on Old Hammond and I still have my mid-city office off Government Street. I'm offering a discount to those who have been directly impacted by the flooding, and I am still in-network with Blue Cross and Blue Shield insurance. In terms of reaching out for help, the sooner you do, the better. Don't wait to get the support you need. Lots of people are having reactions that would be considered "abnormal" in our pre-flood world. But we're all just responding the best we can to a totally abnormal situation. It's ok not to be ok, but you don't have to be there alone.
PHOTO CREDIT: Kimberly Meadowlark.